Really. Why do I keep up with it? Like seriously, I've been doing more head- desks and face- palms than I ever did in the last few months. I'm more stupid than I ever was. I haaaate it. I watched 27 Dresses just recently (there's a connection, promise) and there was this scene where Katherine Heigl's (sp?) character had to face with the fact that she can never say no. I think I have the same problem. I can't say no! I mean, I'd try but I'd end up doing a 180 and convert that "absolutely not" to an "absolutely". Also, not only do I have difficulty with defiances but, I seem to have found myself having a weakness to all sorts of tempation. As in, I succumb too much to temptation. Can't say NO + yes to TEMPTATION = utter catastrophe. I'm so evil :(. This is me wallowing 10 feet under guilt and pushing myself further down from there (yuck, exagge?).